Whatever it takes

O me, O life. This is why it exists, why I raised it, myself. Life is too short, I know that much. That life is short. And that its important to keep reminding oneself of it. That life to short, just because it is. I suspect that each of us is going to wake up some morning to suddenly find ourselves old men or women without knowing how we got that way. Wondering where it all went. Regretting all the things we didn't do. So I think that the sooner we realize that life is short the better off we are. 

The darker part I've standing all alone while building up the stairs to go, to step to another door. And I know lifes is always ups and down. As sometimes you face the difficulties not because you're doing something wrong, but because you're doing something right. Now you know that life is not so simple as I am making it sound. We are all abit fucked up, and here lies the problem. To try and get rid of the fucked up parts, so we can just relax and be ourselves. For what time we have left. 

Taken last month @ East coast park

There was a time when I serious, disappointed on myself for days. I got so silent. Taking cigarettes as much to cool myself down. Mom told me to carry on just cry if you feeling to. I never felt so far away. I never felt sorry for myself or I should sorry for myself. I hated myself every single day for not doing it right and the past  of my history. Sometimes I always liked to being alone not because of the queen of emotional self alone. Being alone you got to feel the peace of the inner peace *if you can, understand what I meant*  Not only being self alone but I love being with the love of people surround me. 

So recently Singapore are hell out of many haze. It kills my perfect view! Kills my day as well. Everyone talks about it and it started to get annoyed me. Lets hope everyone are in good health. I'm trying to take good care of myself here as well. 

Some rhythm music I share with you all. Enjoy. 

And have great day love.