I've been thinking a lot back to back in many years. I know somehow it may sounds stupid when you wanted to take challenges in life on your own. Still sooner you gonna live for your own am I right? I dont want to depends on my parents for the rest of my life. I understand how hard they've been through and I respect that. Something about my personal, I may looked tough but inside I am still weak of having the distance with my parents. They understand my goals and support me all the way. I love them so much like a Gold in me. Im trying hard to not be weak, tough is what I have.When I talk about relationships, I dont really care much. The goals I promise for myself is to take the challenges no matter what. The challenge may be hard but I'll put myself on hope not to give up. Yes, sometimes you wish to give up everything when something is not going right. Its hard to live alone if Love does not exist in your surround life. A challenge I may face is to learn peoples culture of lifestyle. A Chef Tour, I called it.
Perfectly I love to move around. I love travelling (just like my mom) but still not good in geographic. So when my life starting to grow older, I take as much experience here and studying college before I start a life. 2013 April I am here, start my own life in Singapore. Came in on 17th together with 2 of my friends, used to work together as a chefs. I am so excited but still I have a set of heavy heart that called afraid in many point.
I am afraid not being able to catch the dream I wish for, I am scared Im going to a wrong way, I am scared no one would be able to help me, I am scared I have nothing left, I am scared I got no job, and no where to live or no where to go.
From all my heavy heart in negative thinking brings me down like a rain fall. A hard time. I put myself in silence, silence brings me a powerful mind set to wake up and be a positive thinking. Silence is a powerful scream. First step would be hard and I get it, wait until I used to the culture living and get a job to settle. And thats great. Some people might take a different view, because they have more cash than me. And thats why I need to build more into me. Basically, Im willing to learn everything.
Singapore culture is kind of a center county that people used to know. They have a lot of strictly rule and regulation. And the reason why I choose Singapore for my first challenge is because they adopt more in different culture. And I know every county have the same. But Singapore can push me to a limit level to learn. They are Asian and English communication in between. So that I can know whats next up a head.
Maybe in Western country of Australia; Melbourne? or Hong Kong Asian country. If you get the picture what challenge Im taking about. *Laughs* So the conclusion is, living in Singapore they have their own good and bad. Their transportation are very easy; convenient. If you talk about the living life style, is actually same as Taiwan culture. Easy to find food. If youre in city you found a fine dine restaurant or food court but if youre not in the city you will have a great delicious food. Thats the different I can say. Staying in a apartment, HDB or condo, walk down you will directly see a food store or different kind of store such as photocopy, mobile store, mini store and more. Indian is every where here in Singapore, no harm. Same as Kuala Lumpur city. Singapore also quite a high standard city I can say. A simple food court brings a suitable and comfortable place.
But most of Singapore, I realize a lot more of Hong Kong and China culture came into this country to work. Philippines and Malaysian so far are rare. But its too bad that Malaysian is limited to work in Singapore. The rules and regulations are found to have a quota. Singaporean are strictly directly face up to you sometimes, well its good ( I think) because they are strictly face up and not face up behind. Anyway, Still I can say a lot of different culture living in this country. And thats makes a huge different people in this country.
