Getting there

Okay. So pretty much things getting better here I guess? New room (moving out soon), new job, new friends, new environment, new living.. Guess we had a luck. I am gland it wont end up nothing for I have gone a long way to climb up hill. All I know Love would save each of my day. I had a strong support from mom and dad and all of my friends and families members. I rarely connect to mom and dad since I got here in Singapore. The reason why is because if I connect them very close, I would have a very weak heart. And I understand why people would say cry it out;  it will makes you feel better. 'Oui (means Yes-French) I accept the fact. Still of course I'll updated to mom about my life here. 

I never felt so lonely, even thought one of my friend stay with me. It feels a lonely grown lady walks alone most of the time. Which lonely bring me to no family and only 2% of my friends are here. Some of them are studying, working, working and yes working. My elder sister staying here too, we are very close. We meet up sometimes but not most of the time. Maybe twice a month. Shes busy with her work too btw. So as you can picture what I describe about, its not hard in living alone but is to take courage by build up Love from new place like a place to home that's all. 

Talked about myself, I used to be very naughty and had some little problems with my vocabulary language or maybe I called it Chavs a little? Not in a crime way, bad but self independent. Well it was long time ago. But now I had a dream to complete, a dream that I really wanted for my own future.  I've change a alot since I moved here. Less vocabulary language, less middle fingers (laughs), no smokes, no beers, no late out... well not that bad after all. I learned how to live in their country. What I have review. my very own first county in Sabah, Chinese people are polite, by asking with low voice and they patiently answer the question. But if in Singapore, with huge numbers of different culture in a big city. One is one that's all. You asked another, they put you one step ahead. If you get what I mean.  

Its good to understand them, so that is what makes you have the courage in living. When it comes to my new environment job as a Chef. First it was pretty nervous. serious. I got nervous all the time when comes new to me what? I may looked calm, but you never knew how I have been going. Anyway, so I met almost all of my kitchen crew members. They are cool. Jokes everywhere, same goes to my previous job. And thats the reason why I love to be a Chef. Play hard and work hard. Enjoying life. Maybe because I do also love cooking as well, no describe a reason. Just like Love. A sentence of Love is no other describe. Its hard to explain. 

I am enjoying food here in singapore. They had so much creativity. I'll took as many pictures as I can to introduce yall in instagram. 

Having my holiday tomorrow. And I am tired lately. 

Off to bed now. Au revoir people.